Tuesday, June 7, 2011

..when the rainbow become black...

..since i was a little girl,,i always waiting for rainbow coming coloring the sky...
i always waiting until the rain stop falling..so i can see a beautiful rainbow in the sky...
sooo,,,,beautiful........;)




..i sit in my chair and sing a beautiful song...wishes a rainbow coming to me and make me smile....
i wait until the sky changes to a orange color...until a black sky becoming night....
yea,,maybe i can't see a beautiful rainbow anymore...

Monday, June 6, 2011

..friend..

.someday,,when i sit alone in my room,,i was thinking who gonna sit in my side..listen my story,,give me advice,,and hold my hand when i feel sad...
all of my curious has been answered...
friends....all that i need is friend...someone who care of me,,smile when i'm happy,,cry when i'm sad,,and hold me tight when i'm crying....
she's the one who know me,,and always understanding what i want... 
..sometimes i think that i don't wanna lose my friend,,i think i can't stay alone without my friend...
but i can't deny when i must stay alone without my friend anymore....
i feel like i don't wanna stay in here anymore...i don't wanna stay here without my friend...coz they are my energy...






..one day,,my friend told me that she must go on...i'm swear that i can't fell my body anymore...i feel that my body pieces has go away....i wanna told her to stay for a while...but i can't stopped her step to catch her dreams...she has a long future...and i gonna be happy when i can see she got a success....
go run friend,,,run and got everything u want....i'll stay here and waiting your good news...
--well,,,she step out from her room...brought a big bag and walked slowly...i saw her move,,and stopped her step when she came outside my room...she say goodbye,,and kissed me..i just can't say anything...i can't believe that she'll go so fast...so i can't stop my tears anymore,,,when i saw her face so sad...i really can't accept this...i can't see a sadness in her face...please god,,help me....;(






____ok,,,maybe i'm so childish...i just let her go away..i stuck in my room like a fool...i cannot see her anymore...i run to my bed,,,and absolutely crying so hard.... .... .....
a lot of thing that i got from friendship...
so,,before u lose ur friend...love them,,,care of them,,,coz u never know how important a friend in your life before u lose them.....








***for my LoveLy friend***